Still here...

Still here, still in limbo. I had my husband home for 1 day. We went to the company picnic. The kids had a blast. I just liked to sit and talk with David. I really want to go camping. Can you just tell I feel all blah...

To be or not to be...

I know many of you have heard that we might be moving. David has been in Knoxville, Tennesse overseeing the new shipping facility being built there, and he has been away a LOT! The longest he has been home since this all started was 4 days. For the next two trips, he will only be home a day and a half. This is taking it's toll on us. I feel like we are stuck in limbo. I just want us to be together. I do not know how other families do this when their loved one has to travel ALL the time.
So where we are right now is waiting to hear if they would like to make him permanent out there, or if they want to keep him here and oversee things out there.
Do you know how hard it is to make a decision like this? All of my family is here. I LOVE my ward, and my neighborhood. The kids have the best friends living right next to us. As a mom, I couldn't ask for better friends to help my kids be good. I have friends. That might not be a big deal to someone else, but to someone who has a hard time making friends, it means everything. But I have an awesome husband, and I kinda like to be with him. I think maybe the kids do too. So if it comes down to it, I will go wherever he is. And if that means moving, I will suck it up and do the best I can.